It made me realize how stupid I can get when it comes to that certain person I practically grew to care a lot! The things you can do for that someone you care. You cant think straight, you cant and will not say no to anything he asks of you. hmmm... its really stupid but I just cant help not to give in to anything and everything he requests. that's just me. simple minded, gullible, stupid girl whose head over heels gaga on some guy! sheesh! and apparently, all this time he just keeps on ignoring me. huh... I was thinking if maybe there'll be this time and age that the situation would turn around. him, being the stupid and gullible one and me being the ignoring type and I-really-dont-care-about-you gal! That would be epic! huh!
its not a big deal, we're friends actually. and I'm thinking I'm JUST a FRIEND trying to help out, right?
after all this years of being friends with the guy I like, I was hoping that someday he would realize how far I can go by helping not because we are friends but because I care about it him. I'm not asking to throw himself to me and say that he feels the same way too. but a little appreciation on his part would do. :) pathetic right? but that's how the world works! gotta be the stupid one and him being the for-all-I-care guy.
on the other hand, maybe I'll find that someone that would care. still am hoping for that guy to come... maybe...just maybe....
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