New leaf

I started my new work at the health center of our municipality. I know its not much of a training ground. I did set aside my desire to be an accomplished specialist. Maybe this new environment would make me rethink of how I lived for those 2 years. Those years made me someone that I am not in the start. I always dreamt of being a physician and it came true. But as I was fulfilling that dream, I havent noticed that its making me someone I'm not. A simple life, that is all I wanted. In my 30 years of existence I have my fair share of mistakes in so many different aspects of my life but getting out of that horrible place has never been one of them. It made me realized that it just made me a person with no conscience,  heartless, a person that has no soul at all. I asked myself if this is I want, if this is the life I want to live. yeah, for every doctor or for mostly all doctors, its a great achievement when you've become a specialist. I guess, its not for me. simplicity runs through my blood. and maybe this change in environment would bring back the humility I once had, the simplicity, and the genuine care that I always rendered to those in need. 

and I think,  being on this new environment and meeting new people, will always remind me of how lucky I am that Ive got to fulfill my dream.