Monday, March 20, 2006
lesson learned!
a few days back i was thinking of something to write. hmm.. something with some sense and can be criticize by my ever loving friends! hehe but i end up greeting them :) well, now i have something in my mind that needed some honest opinion from my ever greatful friends! hmm... it happened last friday, i didnt go to school coz there's nothing to do. instead i stayed home and pretent to study because its our finals.hehe and thinking that i havent missed anything for that day. i mean from the paper works, passing of reports and all that. i thought i've finished it so it wont matter if i wont come to school. so my day was fine, pretending to study but most of the time i was asleep. hehe at around 4 pm my classmate txt me and ask if i was able to pass my expt in microbiology. hmm,.. well, unfortunately i havent. so i did text my friendly friends from school if they did pass their micro.. i wasnt surprised with the reaction but made me think that there was some sarcasm to her reply. no one reminded me of that expt. well, a little fault in my part , well a huge one i suppose, cause it slipped my mind. hmm.. being the emotional person, and i admit it, it got me into thinking that neither one of them realized that i was missing the whole day and no one dared to text me. hay.. i find it so sad to realized things like that. i mean, it was just a simple thing, but it really mattered to me. i mean what if i was really missing? oh well, i know i have to be responsible for myself. its just that i was so comfortable with them and into some extent dependent on them. which was wrong, i know.. it gave me a lesson, that no matter how comfortable you are to the people surrounding you, and thinking that they are your confidante, well, you should be always in your guard and be responsible to what you do.. well, it was sad but i learned something. its shallow but hey, shallow things can make you a better person! :) ciao!
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hi, dear, ayeth..
i think its unfair to think that way, knowing that other people also have their own lives to worry about. sometimes thinking about our own selves is such a burden that sometimes we tend to forget other people. though, i believe that no one does that on purpose. well, obviously, i'm just being rational and idealistic again..
actually, i know the same feeling. sometimes i also think that other people tend to ignore me, maybe not on purpose, but they do. sometimes, i think that some situations may be the same with or without me in the picture. but, i also think that i could be irrational sometimes. :)
hay naku, tama na ang drama.. basta, ayeth, it does not mean na kapag feeling mo ganyan, automatic totoo yun. minsan nalilinlang tayo ng pakiramdam kaya nga ang daming mga tao ang nag-aaway at di nagkakaintindihan.. hay naku, tama na nga ang drama, mahaba na to.. :)
cge, mwah! enjoy kahapon sa gapo kahit tayu-tayo lng.. ! :)
i know nay, kaya nga ive learned something from it. i was contemplating on it and realized that those people that tend to or not purposely ignores me are those people that i should be thankful for di ba? kasi without them i wouldnt be independent ba? parang ganun. na you wouldnt trust into somebody's hand your life, instead live independently. hmm... yun lang. hehe thanks nay, for that nice comment! :)
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