DOCTORS

Doctors by Erich Segal

At the novel's heart is the unforgettable relationship of Barney Livingston and Laura Castellano, childhood friends who separately find unsettling celebrity and unsatisfying love - until their friendship ripens into passion. Yet even their devotion to each other, even their medical gifts may not be enough to save the one life they treasure above all others.

ganda ng book na to. nay, natapos ko na din siya. hehe ok basahin. napa isip tuloy ako parang gusto kong mag psychiatry. maging isang shrink! hehe nakakarelate ako kay barney eh. maganda.. lalo na yung pagsasaulo ng cranial nerves. katuwa kasi tinuro din sa min yun sa anatomy. "oh,oh, to touch and feel a girl's vagina, ah heaven!" hehe galing diba? hindi ko akalain na talaga palang ginagamit noon pa yung pnemonics na yun. natuwa talaga ko. yun lang.

ACCIDENTALLY INLOVE

accidentally inlove

i wish i had the personality that wud impress you,

i hope i had the ability that wud satisfy ur needs

i wish i had the face that wud catch your eyes,

i hope i cud be the person that you'd need...

i love u and truly mean this,

and i guess i am so doing my best to win your heart,

i am taking the risk and grabbing the chance i have,

although you're not giving me much time, it'sok...

even you're not sharing much attention,it's ok...

I am being a good friend to you,

trying to share the wisdom I have,

I find ways to make you smile,

showing that i am always by your side,

touching your life in anyway i can,

trying to penetrate into your life,

hiding my weakness so that you'd know how strong i cud be for you...

look at me now, this is all for you.

I admire you, your honesty and humility...

I am fascinated with your face...

I fantasized always being with you...

I dream having you mine...

I confessed...

But, as time passes by,

I thought that you're getting far from me...

no matter how i stretched my arms, i won't reach you...

I thought that you really are just a dream to me,

i can't have in reality...

I really have fallen for you and it kills me tohold myslelf back.

I can't hate you, or push you away from me...

it hurts me deeply when i am reminded that i can't call you mine...

so i guess i just have to take this feeling away

cuz this makes me weak,

have to force myself to pretend until this fades away,

so that i cud be the strong friend that you really need and want...

i am doing this so, because i can not afford to lose you...

nice poem di ba? ehehe... nakakarelate kaya i pasted it here. :) well, this was posted by a classmate of mine sa friendster. ken, sencia na i posted it here. hehe :) wala lang. sobrang tinamaan ako eh. hehe kung sino ka man na gusto kong patamaan sa poem na to, well, hindi mo na malalaman pa. haha.. yun lang...

Some people...

hay... i just dont get it, why do some people tend not to know even the simplest things in life! shets! o ako lang itong nag aakalang mababaw ang mga concepts ko well in fact malalim pala? hmmm.... ewan ko... nakakainis lang kasi kung minsan. parang sobrang simple na nga, hindi pa rin nila magets? shux! kailangan ko bang magtagalog ng malalim para sa mga ganung bagay? hay.. ewan ko.. nabuo lang sa isip ko simula ng pumasok ako sa pag memed na malawak at intelehente ang mga taong makakasalamuha ko... na sa kahit anung aspeto ng buhay eh they know something kahit konti lang at least may alam di ba? well, i was so wrong with that. may mga taong ganun pala, na kahit napakasimple na ng pinaguusapan, para sa kanya malalim at wala talaga siyang kaideidea about it. hmm... simpleng pagooperate ng computer kailangan pang iaasa sau? i mean, someone living this time and age you cant operate on a computer? weird, pero its true. ewan ko. nakakainis lang. para bang lahat na lang you have to supply kasi hindi niya alam? hay, anu nga bang alam ng mga ganitong tao? hmm... they're just living in a world na ang alam lang ay pharmacokinetics, necrosis, GI bleeding, hematemesis at kung anu anu pang medical terms jan! hmm.. panu na yung situation sa labas ng mundong yun? panu na yung reality? hindi ko alam kung ikaiinis ko o maaawa ako sa mga ganun.. pero eto lang, hindi siya nakakahawa. hehe kasi kung nakakahawa malamang pati ako ganito na din. well, nakakapagbasa pa naman ako ng pocketbooks, nakakapagsulat pa rin naman ako sa blog, updated pa rin naman ako sa iba't ibang bagay.. naisip ko wala lang ba silang interes sa mga ganun? o sadyang sineclude na nila ang mga sarili nila sa outside world? hmmm... ewan.. napatunayan ko lang lalo na medical people are boring. hehe... up to the extent na wala ng kayang iconverse kundi kung paano ang mechanism of action ng antihelminthic drugs! haha.. yun lang. gusto ko lang pagkatuwaan ang mga taong nakapaligid sa kin -- medical students who dont know what reality means...